Struggling…

Lately i’ve been wondering what i’ve been doing and what to do. I feel as if i’ve been like a hermit and becoming less social. I am not happy with myself and I plan to change a lot of it. I’m struggling to keep a positive attitude and when i think more about it, the further i feel depressed. I know this is just a stage im going through. But what i need more than ever are friends to come and support me. I wish i had that special someone to encourage me to keep going. I’ve gained weight, became lazy, and have more acne then ever. I hate whats happening to me. I’m still searching for that silver lining, and I hope things go well…

…with all things considered… I hope to see this as a second chance. A second chance to change a lot of things and make everything correct.